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Kelly
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- Post Falls, Idaho
- United States
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- Kelly
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- USA
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- I suffer from chronic pain (daily). Back pain, muscle spasms, sleep deprivation and all that goes with that and FMS. My FMS started in 1994 and in 1998 it went into remission (I believed I was healed by the power of God).
I have had chronic back pain off and on for over 15 years. I had neck surgery in 2002 (w/o health insurance, ouch).. After the surgery I felt tens times better.
In 2004, I had our 5th baby. During the pregnancy, the back pain returned with a vengeance.
After having her, my mid-back would hurt for hours on end. I tried PT, chiropractors, OD, multiple MD's., to no avail. I learned to live with it the best I could, because I couldn't take anything, because I was nursing. I cried many days and nights.
In Jan 2007, I went in for an outpatient surgery. 3 days later I awoke to my entire left side going numb. I went to the dr., who told me to go the ER immediately. They all thought I was suffering from a heart attack or a stroke. After the EKG and CT Scan, they realized I wasn't going to die, so they sent me home with pain meds and anxiety meds. The dr. said I was having an anxiety attack.
Long story short, My discs are buldging at C7 C8 & T1. I have had horrible experiences with drs., they have made me feel like I was/am losing my mind, because they say there is "No Way" I could be in that much pain. Most of the tests showed I was fine, all except the 2 MRIs. It has been almost 2 years and the pain is ever bit as bad and some days it is worse. And yes, my fibromyalgia is back too.
I am married to best friend of 20 years and we have 5 precious children. (18, 15, 10, 7 & 4).
We love the Lord and have been walking with him for about 16 years. When i first was ill back in 1995, I clung to the Lord with everything I had. I would wake up in the middle of the night to pray and read His word. He truly was my source. And He has been ever since.
Although this time around I have been a bit angry and overwhelmed with the big "Why Lord, Why now??? We were very involved in church and ministry. It didn't make any sense. I knew, He had healed me. I just didn't understand. I had no one to turn too for answers or compassion or help. The church pretty much abandoned me, because they didn't know what to say or do for me.
I just really got down, totally down. I have blamed God, when I have no right. Who am I to question our sovereign Lord?
Then the guilt sets in...I know God loves me and I want to learn whatever it is He wants me to learn through this process.
I know for certain He guided me to this site. It has been a lifeline for me. I have met some of the nicest people I have ever met anywhere. It truly is a church, a ministry. What words of love and encouragement will do for the human spirit and soul. I am starting to have hope again. I am so grateful for that.
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- Please pray that my walk with our Lord will ever grow and increase. That our Father God, will show me my purpose in all of this. What is His will and His plan for my life and for the lives of my family? That I can come to peace with this journey, one without strive, one with acceptance for what He has laid out. That I may walk in His total will. That my flame will never go out for Him. God bless each of you completely for all that you do for the glory of God.
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When we are going through things in your life you feel like you are hurting and you cannot take another step... you feel like all you are going through is so hard, the pain is too much.. you heart is hurting so bad, you wanna give up, you have so much pain/suffering... life hurts..
Father God says, CAST YOUR CARES UPON ME, FOR I WILL SUSTIAN YOU.. Father, GOD will carry you when you cannot walk.. he wants you to TRUST Him completely............ Shine Jesus Shine upon YOU!!!
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Hey Sweetie!!!!You are SOOOOOOOOO PRECIOUS!!! TO ME!!! I thank GOD for you everyday, for sharing YOUR Life w/me! you are a BLESSING to me..
I thank you for praying/loving/caring and being a treasured FRIEND!!
l LOVE the pictures of your friends/family! THEY ARE SOOOO ADORABLE!
One day maybe we can meet, my son lives in Bellingham, Wash!! he is 3000 miles away from me, but, if I ever FLY out there, I would LOVE to get to see yoU!!! I will have to google/get directions to see where you live from my house!!! that would BE SOOO much FUN!!!
How are you doing sweetie??? How are you feeling???
I am going to my spine dr. this coming week!!! i WILL LET you know what he says.. but, pray he will do the CORRECT THING.. I might have to have surgery.... I cannot mop, sweep, wash dishes/clothes/ vaccum, or walk around much w/o the PAIN being SOOO BAD>.. MY heart is so hurting... from walt/being in pain. etc... but, I gotta KEEP ON GOING .. for my new sweet adorable grand baby coming! I am sooo excited!!!
2nd CORINTHIANS 12:9-
My GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR YOU (KELLY)
FOR MY POWER IS MADE PERFECT IN WEAKNESS....
No matter what we are walking through, no matter what we are going through in our life.... God's grace... will get us thru it!
HIS DIVINE POWER...... can carry us thru everyday.. in all our pain/hurts/weakness!!!
Father God is w/you. everyday!!! he loves you soooooooo very much, and so do I!!!
I am here for you anytime. when you come by the prayer page..
please come by the CHAT ROOOM!!. he will carry you through each and everyday ....
I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH! you are always in my prayers for Father God to help you thru all your pain/suffering. by easing your pain, comforting you as ONLY HE CAN. giving you HIS strength, joy, peace that passes ALL understanding, focusing on him no matter what you are walking thru, Father, touch, deliver and set Kelly free, sustain her, Bless her children, keep them CLOSE to your heart... minister you sweet love to them, put your angels/a hedge of protection/plead the blood of jesus/over kelly/her husband/children/famiy.. Pour your presence/anointing on everyone in her home, guide/direct kelly's steps.. Shine Jesus Shine over kelly... Father, let all around Kelly have such great compassion over her, let them be helpful to her, and always wanna do what they can for her.. Father, let your hope be w/Kelly everyday, Be faithful, put your tender heart upon kelly, and let your goodness bring her HOPE in Jesus name, amen
I love you to pieces! talk soon!
if you wanna change/phone numbers we can, if you ever can talk! i will send it to you by email!!! love you! PENNI
To my PRECIOUS KELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!(((((((((((( hugs ))))))))))))))))
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!
I have had Kristi @ the dr.s ob's, tests, ultrasound.... they were
afraid the baby is tooooooooo SMALL...
and his abdomen could be too smallalso, b/c of the weeks he is old, compared to how much Kristi measures...
Kristi aslo is small, when she went to the Womens Inst... and they were so awesome....
they told kristi ... she looked good.. and her baby truly was ok! maybe the abdomen might be alittle small.. BUT, I am believing Kristi and LANDRUM.. are HEALTHY.. and in GOOD TOALLY HEALTH!!!!!
I misstalking toyou so very much!!! you are like a "light bright in my life", you mean soooo much to me!!!
very PRECIOUS TO ME!!
How are you?? how are you feelings?? I imss talking to you so much! Let me know how things are going!! I will always be here tolisten!!!
If YOU everneed me you can email me @ angeloffaith0961@windstream.net
May FatherGod shower you with GODS BLESSINGS!!!
Love you so PENNI
I love your family! is that your little girl in the woods, and then I LOVE that lake!! WOW, how I would love to be there w/you!!! I just sometimes wanna get in the car and DRIVE... I have been so lonely, missing my waltie, (what i called him) so much. he was so precious to me, always helping me, loving me, taking such good care of me!
I have been so lonely, so hurting in my heart, my heart feels overwhelmed with all I am going thru... I am going to my GP on the 7th of Jan.. I have NO energy.... i tell you that Virus was .. woo-hooo. BAD!! but, I made it .. thank ou Jesus!
Thank you so much honey, for your caring/loving spirit.. what a ministry you have!!! you are so beautiful!!! so encouraging!
may Father God touch you and minister to your heart, may he overshadow you with his loving wings, may he soothe your heart, ease your pain, give you strength and energy for each day. Father, how i lift up my precious Kelly to you, i pray you woudl flood her and her family with your mighty presence and anointing, fill her up w/your wonderful love, joy and peace everlasting, guide and direct every step she takes, carry her when she is overehelmed when she cannot walk! let your light shine!! In Jesus name.. amen
I love you so! PENNI
Hey darlin,((((((((((((Kelly)))))))))))))))))))))))!!! I love you so very much, you mean so VERY MUCH to me... I tell you, I have been SO SICK, my heart has just been overwhelmed, I had this BAD BAD virus, that started about last tuesday, and I am a abit better today, feeling the best I have, today is Sat, and I am just taking it easy resting... I still cannot put alot on my stomach, or I get kinda pretty sick still! but, I am ok! the pain thru the holidays was the hardest I have ever done.. I put on a smile on my face, but, I was hurting so badly in myheart, my honey (walt) loved Christmas and all the holidays!!
kelly reading all about you darlin, you know what??? it sounded like my page.. all the pain you went thru, dr.s looking at you like you have totally lost it, and churche, and people looking like what I was said to me, WHERE IS YOUR FAITH? my faith... my faith... my faith is in me, and, I love JESUS SOOOOOOOOO much... they totally tore my heart out!
I am so so so sorry for all you have gone thru!! FOR ALL the things that has been said to you, for all the lonliness you have felt, I am truly sorry!!! y ou are so precious, you mean so much to me... i think you are one of the most beautiful and loving people I know!!! i WISH I lived near you!! I would help you, atleast both of ourbodies could make1 huh!!?? lol lol.
I am here for you sweetheart!! I am here to share Gods loves with you, pray with you, but, most of all be your friend, and pray for you! I know GOD hears your prayers, sees every tear that falls from your face, bottles them up!
Honey, Lately loosing walt. my heart has felt so lonely, so hurting,
so where do I go from here???
I have cried, yelled, screamed? but, I know w/his great mercy, and friendship.. it means so much, I am gonna make it,
my email is
angeloffaith0961@windstream.net
you know. I might of given it to you!
but, I am here!! you are so special to How I pray Father God would
wrap his loving arms around you, cover you in his love, joy and peace, flood you with his mighty presence and anointing, guide your steps, ease your pain so tenderly... put his mighty angels around you and a hedge of protection around you. FLOOD your heart with his love.. Father, bless, keep and shine upon my Kelly. and help her thru each day... I love you Jesus! in Jesus name!
I am here ALWAYS for you! love, prayers and (((((((((((hugs))))))))) PENNI
Hey Sweetie,
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you!!!
How are you doing honey??? and how are you feeling???
I wanted to let you know when you come in to the prayer page...
come into the "chat room" ... you can click on chat at the
TOP of your page... or its on the main page when you come in!
In Jan>>> I am starting a Prayer/Fellowship in the chat room...
I am excited about it!!! How I never believed when God said pray
for your children, it would turn out like this... and his presence would be so real in our prayer page.. and he would touch, miinsiter to us, help us, carry us when we cannot walk, guide and direct our steps, and bless us, and fill us w/his comfort and fill us w/his mercy/grace, and ease our pain in Jesus name!!!
I miss talking to you! and pray you are doing well!
Love, Prayers and ((((((((((hugs)))))))))) PENNI
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