Trusting Jesus through all trials.. and cirumstances....

Good Evening,

Blessings in the name of Jesus!!!

                          TRUSTING JESUS THROUGH ALL CIRCUMSTANCES

One day I was doing great, all was well within me.. Walt was doing great at work, his job was going wonderful... I was feeling pretty good.. (physically).. then all of the sudden out of no where...

Walt lost his job, b/c his company (grocery store) he had worked for.. 26 years.. went bankrupt.. then I got very sick.... we lost our home. my pain has been so intense at times I have felt I could not another step, or live another day....

My son (michael) got married, moved 3000 miles from me, to Washington State, I am so very proud of him and his wife jill. but, miss him sometimes more than words can say... God showed me when he was alittle boy he would serve him, preach for him, and he would minister for him!

I went through surgeries, tests, doctors offices.. some things helped some did not....

One day out of no where, my walt started feeling tired.. then started getting sicker, we took him to the doctor/then headed to the hospital... we found out walt had a massive heart attack, and he seemed to be doing okay, the doctors were thinking of doing surgery for his heart, well, in 2 days of being in the hospital walt had a stroke, because of a blood clot that had gone to the brain, The doctor's had a plan and wanted to suck the clot out, the took him down stairs and as they were trying to do this.. walt had a bleed on his brain which caused a massive stroke, I had to make the decision to take the breathing tube out.. this was the "hardest" decision I have ever made in my whole life....

My precious daughter.. is going through some things with her x-boyfriend. which he tried to hurt her terribly, and then stalking her, we are going to court over this.. next time is Oct 17th..please pray Father God will give Kristi his favor. and the judge will have Gods wisdom.. kevin needs help.... he needs JESUS!!!

Through all my walks I have gone through, up mountains, down in valleys. over Big rocks, feeling like I cannot take it anymore.. feeling like I am in a big river and cannot get to the other side..  I am learning to "trust in jesus"... to lean on him... to learn to forgive and be healed physically, emotionally... forgiveness is a big part of healing... it breaks the cycle... unforgiveness leads to bitterness, bitterness leads to negativity, which leads to a hard heart...

FORGIVENESS BRINGS HEALING... WHICH IS VERY POWERFUL....

I am learning truly to "trust jesus' in all my walks in life... loosing walt .. its been really hard, but, as I lean on Jesus, he gives me his comfort then I am able to comfort others... trusting jesus brings his love, sunshine, his joy unmeasurable, his peace that passes all understanding, sometimes we cannot understand alot going on in our life, but, w/the peace of Jesus, we "can" and will walk through the days ahead.. with happiness in our hearts, with his love, his Holy Spirit inside of us to guide us, he will never leave us.. he is always beside us to help us...

What ever you are going through, walking through, when you pray.. Leave it at his feet, and let him minister to you, he will feel you with his hope!!! that you can face tomorrow... Let his goodness, mercy/grace that renews every morning, be in you... Father God loves you so much, he wants you to "trust him" and through all you are going through depend on him to get you through all you are going through and he will...

Joshua 1:9

Be Strong and Courageous

Do not be afraid neither be thou dismayed

for the lord is with you wherever you go..

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Psalms 46v1

Do not be afraid neither be thou dismayed for the Lord is with

you wherever you go!

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Today... TRUST IN JESUS!!! He will help you through anything you are walking through even know how big the circumstance looks!!!

I LOVE YOU SO!!! I AM PRAYING FOR YOU!!! ((((HUGS)))))

God loves you and so do I!!!!